musings..

Posted by eye_spy | Posted in | Posted on 8:25 PM


so you've met your ex after a very long time say after 4 or 5 grueling years. you know that you're still not over him. you sat down, had the usual chit-chat over coffee while you reminisce your past. then he drops the bomb, he tells you that he's seeing someone else and that he's happy with that person. you never expected that he will ever move on and live a life without you (not to say that you're selfish and that you never wanted him to be happy but ur still hoping..). so while you get yourself in deeper rut and wallow in regrets, he is living his life.
fast forward.. you try to win him back and in the process you are disturbing the relationship that he has with his lover. you are inciting doubt on his partner and made him think that there is still something going on between the two of you. you won, he caved in. you get to hear what are you dying to hear from him. the one thing that you've been waiting for. he tells you that he is still not over you. that he loves you still but he feels the same way towards the other. pretty sad huh?

then comes the silver lining.. he tells you that its you that he really wants, that he is so into you still but that you just dont make him feel special enough. that he feels lonely with you. on the other hand, this person he's living with right now makes him feel needed and he gets all warm and loved. bottom line he still wants you but he cant be with you. hmmm.. (does that mean that you're both living in lies?)

you feel devastated. your world crumbled. you cared and you loved but its just that its not getting across. so say, its you im talking about here. how would you feel hearing those words?

think.. think.. think..

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