eye_spy: fallin'

fallin'

closely guarding my heart,

my hands holding it real tight

but like the sands in the shore

it still manages to slip through.

nobody's there to catch me

and im fallin' just fallin' hard

and i know that you know

that i am crazy over you

you just smile and act nonchalantly

while im dying inside to confess

but that wont do us no good

so i'll keep it inside me.

i whispered it to the world

and the wind carried it back

its hopeless, its useless, no point

i have to abort this feeling.

though deep inside i am hoping

that wanting you so badly

would make my wish come true

but my wishes didnt come true.

and my desires are shut down

i lie awake in the dark

but knowing that you're not coming

i close my eyes and fell asleep.